It is three years to the day when we lost our little boy as a stillborn at five months along, his three year birthday. Tomorrow is my birthday. My husband and I have been married for four and a half years- the best four and a half years of my life. The last three years have been the hardest of my life because of not having our little boy with us, but my husband and I have each other and that's what keeps life sane for both of us, and we have our little girl. And that's all there is to say today.